Its just a random photo i took yesterday :)

Hello.

Back early from school today as there was no CCA. anw, i did my maths homework already. well except those i didn't know how to do. anw Jose drew a picture of a damn hot and cute guy. OMG he look soooo darn lot like Danson Tang Yu Zhe. But she said he looked like L. anw, it was such a waste wenqi didn't finish watching death note. she should watch it online or something or better still read the manga or watch the anime. anw, better do that after the MYE. ahhh. MYE is soooo near! i have only started on maths and science and like its not even half of what we're suppose to know so i think i would not be blogging for quite a while or at least not as often and yesterday's post is like totally random. ignore it.

anw, i was at the library yesterday and i read this book called an hour to live an hour to love. its a damn good book. made me think a lot later in the day. half the book is an answer to a question by Richard Carlson ( he passed away already) and the other half of it is by his wife, Kris. its a true love story. the question was : if you had one hour left, who would be that one person you would call and what would you say? and then..... why are you waiting? after reading his answer, which is a letter to Kris before he died and which later help Kris survived the rest of her life, i had a lot of feelings and especially after reading the poem at the back, i though a lot about my life. he said, if you don't want to talk about this something during the last hour of your life, then don't put it as top priority. come to think of it i think its really true. what really matters is that we do what would make us truly happy. another thing he mentioned is something very important in life which most people forget. it is to cherish what you already have and stop focusing on getting more. after reading his story, i feel that thats what I've been doing most of the time. I've spent most of my energy wanting stuff but not actually treasuring what i already have that much. what i would like to say is : i really appreciate everyone who has been helping me and guiding me along all this while. esp. my family. i really love you all a lot. and also to all my friends although i may lose my temper sometimes but i still love all of you all the same.

i really want to thank all of you for being there through my highest highs and my lowest lows. i feel that we should not hold on so tightly to our studies whole day long too. we should also spend some time learning other stuff. well, i feel that Jose's dad should actually let her join the youth Olympics its a once in a lifetime chance. we'll never be that young again and its not something anyone who wants to join can join, so since she is able to qualify so why not? every other person takes exams and O Levels and stuff but not everyone gets to join the youth Olympics. But since she cant sign up anymore so maybe she should just give all her best in her studies now and like get uber good results so you can transfer out. Jose,maybe you should just stop sleeping in class and start like listening and taking down notes like seriously.

and oh, please also change your attitude. let me say this once more, DEMANDING DOES NOT WORK. it just PISSES people off and they'll NOT be happy to help you. and oh that day on the radio they were talking about something which i have also failed to realize. i always thought that forgiving and forget was like good but helping the other person and all was even better but i was wrong. we always say forgive and forget and stuff but unless its someone important which you are really concern about, then whats the point of going further then forgive and forget? if that person done you wrong then just settle it there, fair and square and forget about it. what we should really do is to use the effort we spent on these people to a group of people that many of us forget. THOSE WHO HAS BEEN HELPING US ALL ALONG WITH THEIR HEARTS. many people forget to thank and return the favors which others and done to help them and stuff. so instead of those who were not so good to you, why not use the effort to thank those who had helped us before. so a big thank you to all those who had been a help to me before , big or small. and also many thanks to the person who made me realize all these logic which i seemed to have left out in the earlier part of my life.

and I've over ate and over spent today(ALL THANKS TO ADELE.)
so i shall re-run tmr's 2.4 and get an A. :)

" Do things not because you have no choice. Do it because you want to do it. And don't regret your decision to do so. "